Irish novelist Brian Moore observed, "There comes a point in many people’s lives when they can no longer play the role they have chosen for themselves" (Bookshelf 95). From Hollywood movie stars to professional athletes, people have and will continue to lead false lives, under the public spotlight, concealing their personal travails. In literature, the preceding statement has held true numerous times, in works such as Nathaniel Hawthorne’s The Scarlet Letter. Minister and respected citizen, Arthur Dimmesdale, was perceived as an upstanding member of the community who preached the word of the heavenly Father. But before the public, he was only camouflaging his dark, hidden secret, which was the sole cause of his sufferings. Hawthorne successfully portrayed the personal agonies one would suffer by cowardly holding secrets within oneself.
In the Scarlet Letter, Hawthorne set out to show the consequences of leading a double life. Arthur Dimmesdale, to the people of Boston, was a holy icon. According to the public, "never had a man spoken in so wise, so high, and so holy a spirit, as he… nor had inspiration ever breathed through mortal lips more evidently than it did through his" (167). Dimmesdale had risen through the ranks of the church and had the utmost respect of the people of Boston. Dimmesdale’s "eloquence and religious fervor had already given the earnest of high eminence in his profession" (48). Hawthorne pointed out that Dimmesdale was a very influential and powerful speaker, whose soft spoken words, "affected them [the townspeople] like the speech of an angel" (48). Dimmesdale also had the ability to preach unmatched sermons, containing messages that could touch souls. This was the case during a service following his vigil when, "Souls… were brought to the truth by the efficacy of that sermon, and vowed within themselves to cherish a holy gratitude towards Mr. Dimmesdale" (108). Hawthorne made Dimmesdale’s public character so morally, scholarly, and biblically flawless, that his hidden past literally killed him from the inside.
Hawthorne used Dimmesdale’s secret passion with Hester to engineer his relentless downfall. Despite feelings of remorse for his sin, Dimmesdale’s internal fire could not be extinguished until he publicly confessed his sin. However, this process of publicly confessing his sin was a lengthy one indeed. Over that course of time, seven years to be exact, we observed the mental and physical decay of Arthur Dimmesdale. While standing on the scaffold Dimmesdale could feel the presence of a spirit gazing down upon him from the heavens, staring at his scarlet token, which lay upon his right, naked breast. Hawthorne noted that Dimmesdale had felt, "On that spot, in very truth, there was, and there had long been, the gnawing and poisonous tooth of bodily pain" (102). To support Hawthorne, critic Seymour Gross stated, "Dimmesdale must struggle to make himself a fit receptacle for God’s grace before his "A" can be purged" (338). Dimmesdale himself gave us a glimpse into his personal sufferings, by asking the Lord to ease the hell in which he lived daily. He begged God for his help and forgiveness by staring skyward at the heavens and saying, "O Thou to whom I dare not lift mine eyes, wilt Thou yet pardon me!" (137). Dimmesdale asked for God’s forgiveness for his sin, typical for a man of the cloth. Instead of publicly revealing his sin, as any man would do, Dimmesdale looked only to the heavens for help. By making this choice, Dimmesdale sealed his fate as one of ongoing personal pain.
Hawthorne also made use of symbolism to illustrate Dimmesdale’s false qualities by using the scarlet "A." As Hester’s sin was made clear to the public, Dimesdale’s half of the sin remained in the shadows. His "A" burned from within, causing him to constantly clench his hand over his heart, trying to extinguish an unquenchable fire. Hawthorne showed us once again that Dimmesdale’s inability to come forward with his past was causing him to hurt not only on the inside, but also to experience physical pain. Dimmesdale said to Hester, "Happy are you, Hester, that you wear the scarlet letter openly on your bosom! Mine burns in secret!" (131) By saying this, Dimmesdale acknowledged to Hester that his internal fire could not be extinguished until everybody