Holden Caulfield\'s Perception and Gradual

Acceptance of the "Real" World.


In The Catcher in the Rye, Holden views the world as an evil and

corrupt place where there is no peace. This perception of the world does

not change significantly through the novel. However as the novel

progresses, Holden gradually comes to the realization that he is powerless

to change this.


During the short period of Holden\'s life covered in this book, "Holden

does succeed in making us perceive that the world is crazy".1 Shortly

after Holden leaves Pencey Prep he checks in to the Edmont Hotel. This is

where Holden\'s turmoil begins. Holden spends the following evening in this

hotel which was "full of perverts and morons. (There were) screwballs all

over the place."2 His situation only deteriorates from this point on as the

more he looks around this world, the more depressing life seems.


Around every corner Holden sees evil. He looks out on a world which

appears completely immoral and unscrupulous. The three days we learn of

from the novel place a distressed Holden in the vicinity of Manhattan. The

city is decked with decorations and holiday splendor, yet, much to Holden\'s

despair "seldom yields any occasions of peace, charity or even genuine

merriment."3 Holden is surrounded by what he views as drunks, perverts,

morons and screwballs. These convictions which Holden holds waver very

momentarily during only one particular scene in the book. The scene is

that with Mr. Antolini. After Mr. Antolini patted Holden on the head while

he was sleeping, Holden jumped up and ran out thinking that Mr. Antolini

was a pervert as well. This is the only time during the novel where Holden

thinks twice about considering someone as a pervert. After reviewing Mr.

Antolini, Holden finally concludes that maybe he wasn\'t making a "flitty"

pass at him. Maybe he just like patting guys heads as they sleep. This is

really the only time in the novel where Holden actually considers a

positive side. This event does not constitute a significant change. As

Holden himself says, "It\'s not too bad when the sun\'s out, but the sun only

comes out when it feels like coming out."4 The sun of course is a reference

to decency through the common association of light and goodness. His

perception of the world remains the same.


The one conviction that does change during the novel is Holden\'s

belief that he can change the world. On his date with Sally, Holden

reveals his feelings. "Did you ever get fed up?... I mean did you ever get

scared that everything was going to go lousy unless you did something..."5

Holden goes through several plans. Holden at one point contemplates

heading out west where he will pretend to be a deaf-mute and live a quiet

life. At another point Holden proposes to Sally to escape this world with

him. It is finally to his younger sister Phoebe that Holden reveals his

ultimate plan. Although Holden describes the situation in a very

picturesque and symbolic manner he essentially tells Phoebe that he wants

to prevent children from growing up. He blames the world\'s corruption on

adults and believes that when he stops the children from growing up he will

preserve their innocence and save the world.


It takes most of the book before Holden begins to realize that he is

helpless to stop this corruption. Finally, he realizes that not only is

there nothing that he can do, but there is nowhere he can go to hide from

it. Holden takes awhile to comprehend these concepts. One good example is

when Holden is delivering the note to his sister. He encounters a

"fuck-you" written on the wall. Holden careful rubs this off with his hand

so as to protect the innocent children from reading it. Later on he finds

"fuck-you" scratched into the surface with a knife. He discovers that he

can\'t efface this one. Even in the timeless peace of the Egyptian tomb

room at the museum there is an un-erasable "fuck-you." This incident is

the beginning of Holden\'s realization that his dreams are infeasible.6


Ironically enough, it is one of the "innocent" children that he is

trying to protect who helps him come to terms with this realization. It is

Phoebe who challenges his plan to escape out west. As he is telling Phoebe

that she can not run away, he discovers that he too can not run away. "You

can\'t ever find a place that is nice and peaceful, because there isn\'t



The final break-down comes near the end of the book when he is

watching Phoebe on the